i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself
Umpokoqo is a visual series by Aviwe Xaluva and Sasa Mapolisa in aim to showcase the beauty that is so undermined in the black folk. Umpokoqo aims to ague against the definition of the word “black” by saying Black is not the absence of light but rather the presence of the purest form of beauty.
yall hate wolverine origins but “your country needs you” “im canadian (drives away)” is the greatest moment in cinematic history
This is your daily reminder to un-follow me if you’re a pedophile or if you think pedophiles belong in the lgbt+ community ! Cause if you do
You’re disgusting and also a bitch
to all y’all graduating, finishing a semester, thinking about starting school, leaving school, looking for a job, working, resting, improving, or trying every day to do whatever you can to be the person you want to be… I’m so proud of you, and I hope you are proud of yourself. it hasn’t been easy, but here you are, and you’re doing so good. I love you, keep it up, I know you can do this
you know, i used to have a perfect plan. i wanted to kill myself once everyone in my family was happy and healthy and taken care of, i.e. once they didn’t need me. once i got help and got better, i told that to my mom, and you know what she told me? “how could any one of us be happy again if you leave us? we always need you here, not for the things you do for us, but we need you as a person, you make our lives better.” i never even thought of it like that. it sounds insane, but i never really thought anyone would be unhappy if i did something to myself, i just felt like i wouldn’t be a burden to anyone anymore. all this suicide talk is really making me feel anxious, but not for myself, but for a lot of you out there who still didn’t look for help, who are refusing to believe they have issues, or who are just scared or who have already given up. every life matters. you never know what your role is in the grand scheme of things. you mean something to someone, but you should mean the most to yourself. love yourself. fuck that little voice that tells you you’re not good enough. it’s lying. forget that distorted image you have of yourself. it’s lying to you. forget about the people who’ve hurt you. there’s no place for them in your life. open yourself up to good people, find what you love and do that, focus on that, and stay alive. just stay alive. it gets better.